Friday, February 11, 2011

hardest blessing ever.



So *surpise* is what I should have said to all of the people who didn't know I was expecting baby number 3 in June. This picture was taken the day before Christmas (14 weeks) and a week before I would find out that he didn't have a heartbeat. I apologize for those of you who didn't know I was pregnant, I just hadn't told everyone when this happened. For whatever reason I want to post about this experience. It was the hardest thing I've mentally gone through in 14 years and suprisingly it brought me to a place where I realize how blessed I am and thank the Lord daily for Josh, Kin and Kase.

We found out this was a little boy, I delived him on January 1st, 2011 and his name was Crew Alan. While I still a month and half later, cry, wonder and bask in my blessings..I know time will help. So, just throw some prayers our way if you are on here, because I'm sure in 17 years I will still need prayers of comfort when it comes to little Crew~

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